enrique is here and sweet as ever adorable in fact i am writing this at work with eighty minutes to go before i get to leave and i am so fucking tired that punctuation and capitalization is beyond me eh so well wait thats a load of crap because stoopid microsoft word automatically adds apostrophes capital letters including to the word microsoft those arrogant pricks so the real truth here is i want to be trendy or something like eecummings or bpnichol or any number of lesbian authors laugh so have to actually go to the effort of changing to lower case manually and switching off the autocorrect anyways so yes enrique is here and hasnt been laid yet since his arrival but methinks that status will change during the upcoming pride weekend and hopefully for me too jc arrives later tonite with his friend truman who i dont know and so somebody somebody somebody or other one of these three lovely young men i hear trumans not hard to look at is probably going to have to sleep with me i mean share my bed oh dear who to pick who will pick me smile smile smile it will probably be enrique or jc and i dont expect any mischief with either of them in fact wouldnt want that because of the certain risk of sex interfering with the closeness we have as friends eh but then theres truman hmmmmm and not only that but jc has another friend wholl be staying with me saturday and sun night who i havent met i dont think maybe saw him at the club last year is all so i havent named him yet a tall cute young middle eastern guy hmm how about rahim ok rahim it is so i have four attractive young gay men holed up oh dear not going to touch that one holed up in my apartment this weekend and jc is already teasing me at least i think hes teasing when he said the other night on the phone therell be an orgy before the weekends out i said it was a good thing i now have a digital cam eh and he said i would not be allowed to just watch and then laughed his big jamaican belly laugh the laugh is big not his belly just to be clear well his belly is big in a muscular sense my god the guy hasnt an inch of flab anywhere anyway that laugh that always gives me a hardon havent laid eyes on this luscious loveable man since the day before september 11 cant wait and his 21st birthday is on monday i have a wall map of jamaica plaque mounted for him think hell like it so its going to be an interesting weekend i am not into going out to the bars all that much with the boys so they can go out and ill stay in although ill be pleased to escort any of them out to the skankier venues eh and anyways hopefully ill do some updates throughout the weekend i promise to resume punctuation and capitalization eh smirk and hey speaking of men i love i love you joey and your leaving will leave me i dont know how to describe how itll leave me but ill be left missing you thats for sure ill be so sad i wont be able to even think about sex for weeks after you leave joey does that make you feel guilty might that make you reconsider just kidding except about the love part and the ill miss you part the love part is the love part is the love part is the best part of all
